Hi everyone.
Sorry i havent blogged in a while, i guess you could say ive been ‘stressed’ anyhow.. this month and last hasnt been the greatest in regards to my pica syndrome. I mean really bad, ive consummed alot more than usual, but thats what happeneds when im stressed unfortunatlly, no matter how hard i try to walk a straight path theres always a bump in the road for me.
No one understands how hard this ‘mental illness’ is on top of battling anxiety and depression, its a living hell. Most days i get on with it but its fucking hard when one minute your crying on your bathroom floor about petty shit and the next your cooking dinner for your family. Wiping your tears, pulling your socks up and getting on with shit is the hardest part of any mental illness but doing it when your suffering with three is hell. Anxiety & Depression are Two of the most hurtful words in the dictionary. Them two words can ruin your life, i think people think i do bullshit on purpose like i mean to. Im not in a right state of mind my bullshit ways are a way of coping but people never seem to see that.
Still waiting for my first therapy session….
Mental And Me 